Ten reasons why I want to be thin:
1. I will look AMAZING
2. People will want to look like me
3. I will be a better dancer
4. People will be able to pick me up easyier
5. Better for my body
6. I will be able to wear super skinny jeans!
7. Everything looks good on thin. Nothing looks good on fat.
8. I will feel AMAZING!
9. I will save money on no buying food
10. I will be happy
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Goodbye 2009
My last post of 2009...........
Omg this has gone by do fast. This time last year I had put on so much weight. Then in September I got down to 108 and now I'm at 117. Argh scary!!!! But by the end of januray I will be down to 110 at the most.
Tomorrow I'm going away with my family on holiday and I won't be able to blog, read blogs, look at thinspo on the web, read tips on the web or look up diet tips until the 4th. So I've saved lots of thinspo photos to my iPod touch and written some notes with quotes, tips, ticks and inspiration. I hope it's enough. But I'm going to be with all my family and extends family and everyone is overweight! It's going to be so hard to say no when I am sure they will be offering me carbs and fat the whole time.
'everytime you say 'no thanks' to food, you say 'yes please' to thin'
So my plan for if I am hungry is to drink water, look at my thinspo, read my inspiration and then decied if I really need food or not.
I wanted to weigh myself today but I was to scared as I kinda ate wayyy too much this last week. Actully the last three days including today have been alright, but it still feels like to much.
Today I ate
1 protein bar - 180 cal
8 small peices cucumber sushi - ?????
2 peices coconut ice- ?????
4 small chocolates!!!!!!!!!!!!
FML.
When I get back from my trip I will weigh 117 or less. Then the real weight loss can begin! It's just these last two or so weeks have been really bad. Atleast now I'm smarter and have a few tricks under my hat!
Next year I will post a photo of my fat self (which will motivate me to not eat while away!) and I will post my new years resolution and my plans for 2010.
Just quickely, does anyone have any thoughts on the ABC diet? I'm keen to try it if it works.
Live up the last few days of 2009 whilst you can. Hope you all have a fabulous start of 2010!
Stay strong.
Peace.
XX
'Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels'
Omg this has gone by do fast. This time last year I had put on so much weight. Then in September I got down to 108 and now I'm at 117. Argh scary!!!! But by the end of januray I will be down to 110 at the most.
Tomorrow I'm going away with my family on holiday and I won't be able to blog, read blogs, look at thinspo on the web, read tips on the web or look up diet tips until the 4th. So I've saved lots of thinspo photos to my iPod touch and written some notes with quotes, tips, ticks and inspiration. I hope it's enough. But I'm going to be with all my family and extends family and everyone is overweight! It's going to be so hard to say no when I am sure they will be offering me carbs and fat the whole time.
'everytime you say 'no thanks' to food, you say 'yes please' to thin'
So my plan for if I am hungry is to drink water, look at my thinspo, read my inspiration and then decied if I really need food or not.
I wanted to weigh myself today but I was to scared as I kinda ate wayyy too much this last week. Actully the last three days including today have been alright, but it still feels like to much.
Today I ate
1 protein bar - 180 cal
8 small peices cucumber sushi - ?????
2 peices coconut ice- ?????
4 small chocolates!!!!!!!!!!!!
FML.
When I get back from my trip I will weigh 117 or less. Then the real weight loss can begin! It's just these last two or so weeks have been really bad. Atleast now I'm smarter and have a few tricks under my hat!
Next year I will post a photo of my fat self (which will motivate me to not eat while away!) and I will post my new years resolution and my plans for 2010.
Just quickely, does anyone have any thoughts on the ABC diet? I'm keen to try it if it works.
Live up the last few days of 2009 whilst you can. Hope you all have a fabulous start of 2010!
Stay strong.
Peace.
XX
'Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels'
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Keep holding on
I just had my birthday dinner......
Oh god. I feel so fat. Went to a Indian restaurant and I ate all the food on my plate. Then back at mine I had twoslices if chocolate cake and two vodka cruisers. It's not even that much, but I feel obese. But it's not like I ate much today. I had five small chocolates. My gym is closed tomorrow. I think I might cry. So insted I'm gonna do skipping, sit ups, lunges, squats, a whole lira running ect. Plus I won't eat anything. I promise you. It will be hard as the last few times I have tryed to fast it's been a mega failure. But I feel in need to do it before I go on holiday. God just thinking about my holiday makes me want to cry! I'm going to be with my whole family and all of them are over weight. They will force atleast three big meals a day down my throat. I don't know how I'm going to stay strong. I'm thinking about just loading a whole lot of thinspo onto my iPod and looking at it before meals. When I come back, 3rd of Januray, I will weigh 115. I will I will I will.
Christmas day wasn't too bad. Ok so I defently ate more than u hoped but it's not like I binged. The day after was kinda bad I had mcdonalds and nachos. But it's a new year siin which means new lifestyle, new me.
So I just took a photo of my self in my underware and I look horrible. I will post it tomorrow to give me extra reason to be thin. It's all I want. Being thin would make my life just so much better and I know I will look so much better.
New Years resolutions????
I'm trying to think of mine. I'll post them before I go away. Most likely it will have something to do with being thin. But I trying to narrow it down.
Being thin is what I want. It's what I work for. It's what I want more than anyting in this world. One day soon I will be thin.
Stay Strong.
Peace.
XX
Oh god. I feel so fat. Went to a Indian restaurant and I ate all the food on my plate. Then back at mine I had twoslices if chocolate cake and two vodka cruisers. It's not even that much, but I feel obese. But it's not like I ate much today. I had five small chocolates. My gym is closed tomorrow. I think I might cry. So insted I'm gonna do skipping, sit ups, lunges, squats, a whole lira running ect. Plus I won't eat anything. I promise you. It will be hard as the last few times I have tryed to fast it's been a mega failure. But I feel in need to do it before I go on holiday. God just thinking about my holiday makes me want to cry! I'm going to be with my whole family and all of them are over weight. They will force atleast three big meals a day down my throat. I don't know how I'm going to stay strong. I'm thinking about just loading a whole lot of thinspo onto my iPod and looking at it before meals. When I come back, 3rd of Januray, I will weigh 115. I will I will I will.
Christmas day wasn't too bad. Ok so I defently ate more than u hoped but it's not like I binged. The day after was kinda bad I had mcdonalds and nachos. But it's a new year siin which means new lifestyle, new me.
So I just took a photo of my self in my underware and I look horrible. I will post it tomorrow to give me extra reason to be thin. It's all I want. Being thin would make my life just so much better and I know I will look so much better.
New Years resolutions????
I'm trying to think of mine. I'll post them before I go away. Most likely it will have something to do with being thin. But I trying to narrow it down.
Being thin is what I want. It's what I work for. It's what I want more than anyting in this world. One day soon I will be thin.
Stay Strong.
Peace.
XX
Thursday, December 24, 2009
The jolly season
Jolly season?
Yeah jolly fucken fat season.
I swear I look like a fat pig right now. I've eaten so much today, I'm not even going to tell you how much. The amount of calories I've had....... Argh just thinking about it makes me want to purge. If only it was that easy......
So tomorrows Christmas day. It's going to be horrible. The amount of food I will be forced to eat! I think I might cry just thinking about it. I swear if my family buys me any candy or chocolate I will have a fit. God I know they are going to try and make me just like them - unfit, fat and over weight. It makes me sick.
Anyway boxing day = eating less than 200 cal.
27th = it's my birthday dinner so I won't eat anything apart from dinner
the rest of December? Well no fasting. Drinking water, coke zero and apple cider vinegar only. Eating as less carbs and cal's as possible - trying to stay under 200 a day. Plus gym and exercises at home.
I want to weight myself but I'm to scared. But I will on the morning of the 30th, before I go away. I hope the scales are kind. Hoping to be at 117 pounds or less!
I just watched the Victorias secerat 2009 show. Omg only the most amazing thinspo ever. Fuck I wish I looked like them. I would kill to look like them.
Anyway merry Christmas all! Hope you all have a wonderful day! But remember what we are all aiming for. Never forget.
Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.
Stay strong.
Peace.
XX
Yeah jolly fucken fat season.
I swear I look like a fat pig right now. I've eaten so much today, I'm not even going to tell you how much. The amount of calories I've had....... Argh just thinking about it makes me want to purge. If only it was that easy......
So tomorrows Christmas day. It's going to be horrible. The amount of food I will be forced to eat! I think I might cry just thinking about it. I swear if my family buys me any candy or chocolate I will have a fit. God I know they are going to try and make me just like them - unfit, fat and over weight. It makes me sick.
Anyway boxing day = eating less than 200 cal.
27th = it's my birthday dinner so I won't eat anything apart from dinner
the rest of December? Well no fasting. Drinking water, coke zero and apple cider vinegar only. Eating as less carbs and cal's as possible - trying to stay under 200 a day. Plus gym and exercises at home.
I want to weight myself but I'm to scared. But I will on the morning of the 30th, before I go away. I hope the scales are kind. Hoping to be at 117 pounds or less!
I just watched the Victorias secerat 2009 show. Omg only the most amazing thinspo ever. Fuck I wish I looked like them. I would kill to look like them.
Anyway merry Christmas all! Hope you all have a wonderful day! But remember what we are all aiming for. Never forget.
Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.
Stay strong.
Peace.
XX
Monday, December 21, 2009
The city - Thinspo
When i feel like eating, i just watch the city.
Just looking at Olivia and Whitney makes me want to purge and go to the gym.
They are frigen skinny. Its amazing.
I want to be just like Olivia. Not even kidding.
Wish i was that thin :( One day i will.
Positive thinking people!
So i was gonna fast for two days but i might just leave it at one and then eat 100 cal or less tomorrow and the day after and then it's Christmas!!!! But i am definitely fasting on boxing day and then i have my birthday dinner on the 27th and that will be all i eat that day. I will weight myself on christmas eve.
Food intake today: NONE
Drink intake: Water (0 cal), Coke zero (1.1 cal)
Exercise: 1 and a half hour dancing lesson, 1 hour at the gym.
Stay strong.
Peace
XX
Just looking at Olivia and Whitney makes me want to purge and go to the gym.
They are frigen skinny. Its amazing.
I want to be just like Olivia. Not even kidding.
Wish i was that thin :( One day i will.
Positive thinking people!
So i was gonna fast for two days but i might just leave it at one and then eat 100 cal or less tomorrow and the day after and then it's Christmas!!!! But i am definitely fasting on boxing day and then i have my birthday dinner on the 27th and that will be all i eat that day. I will weight myself on christmas eve.
Food intake today: NONE
Drink intake: Water (0 cal), Coke zero (1.1 cal)
Exercise: 1 and a half hour dancing lesson, 1 hour at the gym.
Stay strong.
Peace
XX
Work out Work out
Meh.
I failed my fast.
Not even gonna tell you how badly.
But tomorrow i will start again.
I promise you.
For two days i will not eat anything.
I swear on my life.
At work tonight a girl (lets call her jane) who has the most amazing body told me how she works out. So tonight im gonna do janes exercise routine.
Shall tell you more about it tomorrow.
Stay Strong.
Peace.
XX
I failed my fast.
Not even gonna tell you how badly.
But tomorrow i will start again.
I promise you.
For two days i will not eat anything.
I swear on my life.
At work tonight a girl (lets call her jane) who has the most amazing body told me how she works out. So tonight im gonna do janes exercise routine.
Shall tell you more about it tomorrow.
Stay Strong.
Peace.
XX
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Just Quickly
My plan of fasting for Monday and Tuesday didn't work. I had a falafel wrap yesterday because i had a really heavy period and was feeling like crap. So I'm fasting today and tomorrow (Tuesday and Wednesday) instead.
But even though i was meant to be fasting i only had a falafel wrap. Yay for control. But i didn't end up having time to go to the gym. But that's alright cause I'll go today.
I want to weigh myself but I'm scared. Ill just do it Christmas eve.
Stay Strong.
Peace.
XX
But even though i was meant to be fasting i only had a falafel wrap. Yay for control. But i didn't end up having time to go to the gym. But that's alright cause I'll go today.
I want to weigh myself but I'm scared. Ill just do it Christmas eve.
Stay Strong.
Peace.
XX
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