Yesterday was alright. Under 600 cal.
Today was horrible. Under 1000 though plus 2 hours of hard cardio.
But im still angry at myself.
I blame my stupid frigen period. It makes me crave food like nothing else can.
Sorry it's a short post. Im just angry at the moment.
Emily.
XX
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Friday, February 26, 2010
nothing gets me down
Got my freaken period day. Argh i feel so gross and bloated.
Anyway last night i had a mango pearl tea and a waffel with 1 scoop of ice cream.
I feel kinda guilty about the waffel but i did do a lot of exercise before hand.
Im so stiff right now. The bodycombat class i did has totaly killed all my muscles and im so sore. It's going to be worse tonight when im working a 10 hour shift. Fml.
This morning i had two coffees, a hot cross bun and a chocolate pecan slice. Already on like 500 cal :(. But i plan on not eating much at work tonight although if i dont eat anything i wont be able to keep going till 2am. But i'll just something small. Im not going to the gym today. Wayyy to much homework to do. Plus i dont think i would be able to move if i did go. But on Monday when i next go, i'll do a bodycombat class and an hour of cardio and weights and a dance class at night. Planning on staying under 300 cal tomorrow.
I shall put up some photos of me i took for me art design assignment next time. They are of me in my friends pointe shoes. I can't wait till i can get my own!
Btw im back down to 116! yayyyy! I will be 110 soon! seeing as im doing like 2 - 3 hours of exercise everyday, it should be easyyy as.
Stay Strong, Stay Thin.
Emily.
XX
Anyway last night i had a mango pearl tea and a waffel with 1 scoop of ice cream.
I feel kinda guilty about the waffel but i did do a lot of exercise before hand.
Im so stiff right now. The bodycombat class i did has totaly killed all my muscles and im so sore. It's going to be worse tonight when im working a 10 hour shift. Fml.
This morning i had two coffees, a hot cross bun and a chocolate pecan slice. Already on like 500 cal :(. But i plan on not eating much at work tonight although if i dont eat anything i wont be able to keep going till 2am. But i'll just something small. Im not going to the gym today. Wayyy to much homework to do. Plus i dont think i would be able to move if i did go. But on Monday when i next go, i'll do a bodycombat class and an hour of cardio and weights and a dance class at night. Planning on staying under 300 cal tomorrow.
I shall put up some photos of me i took for me art design assignment next time. They are of me in my friends pointe shoes. I can't wait till i can get my own!
Btw im back down to 116! yayyyy! I will be 110 soon! seeing as im doing like 2 - 3 hours of exercise everyday, it should be easyyy as.
Stay Strong, Stay Thin.
Emily.
XX
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Hey soul sister
Okay. I think i'm slowly coming back. This is good. I can do this.
Last night i went out to a Thai restaurant with my family. I had vege spring rolls, Tofu with basil and a hot fudge cake with chocolate sauce. Yeahhhh i know it's bad bad bad but when i was was looking at the meun i thought, 'fuck this. Im going to eat what i want. One last time. A goodbye meal'.
Fast forward to today.
I went to the gym this morning, but i didnt even end up sweating :(. But it's alright cause im going again in an hour. Im gonna do a 15 minute fast run and then a 'bodycombat' (like kickboxing/boxing/aerobics) class. Then tonight me and my friends are going to the lantan festivel in the city. It's so much fun.
Food Intake
5 bites of an apple
2 handfuls of chips
plus whatever i buy for dinner (it will be something asian, from the stalls at the lanatn festivel)
Dr Pepper
Water
Not bad for getting back into the swing of it. Plus 2 hours at the gym!
I feel so bad telling you this but, im 118. Kill me. But i have a good feeling about this time.
Ive been reading everyones blogs, but im sorry i havent commented! Im gonna do that soon :)
I love Gwen. She's thin but not ana thin. But she doesnt have any fat on her body. If i cant get to be uber thin, then i want to have muscles like Gwen.
Stay Strong, Stay Thin.
Emily
XX
Last night i went out to a Thai restaurant with my family. I had vege spring rolls, Tofu with basil and a hot fudge cake with chocolate sauce. Yeahhhh i know it's bad bad bad but when i was was looking at the meun i thought, 'fuck this. Im going to eat what i want. One last time. A goodbye meal'.
Fast forward to today.
I went to the gym this morning, but i didnt even end up sweating :(. But it's alright cause im going again in an hour. Im gonna do a 15 minute fast run and then a 'bodycombat' (like kickboxing/boxing/aerobics) class. Then tonight me and my friends are going to the lantan festivel in the city. It's so much fun.
Food Intake
5 bites of an apple
2 handfuls of chips
plus whatever i buy for dinner (it will be something asian, from the stalls at the lanatn festivel)
Dr Pepper
Water
Not bad for getting back into the swing of it. Plus 2 hours at the gym!
I feel so bad telling you this but, im 118. Kill me. But i have a good feeling about this time.
Ive been reading everyones blogs, but im sorry i havent commented! Im gonna do that soon :)
I love Gwen. She's thin but not ana thin. But she doesnt have any fat on her body. If i cant get to be uber thin, then i want to have muscles like Gwen.
Stay Strong, Stay Thin.
Emily
XX
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
everybody take it off
Im back...
With an extra 5 pounds.
Fml.
The whole "im not blogging again till i get to 110" really didnt work.
The only way i really will be thin is by using this blog.
Ive had an alright day. I had sushi for lunch. But i kinda felt bad after eating it... As i should.
I going out to a thai restaurant for dinner with my family. Honstly thinking about it freaks me out!
I will post more later tonight, gotta go to dance class :)
But im back and here to stay!
Stay strong, Stay Thin.
Emily.
XX
With an extra 5 pounds.
Fml.
The whole "im not blogging again till i get to 110" really didnt work.
The only way i really will be thin is by using this blog.
Ive had an alright day. I had sushi for lunch. But i kinda felt bad after eating it... As i should.
I going out to a thai restaurant for dinner with my family. Honstly thinking about it freaks me out!
I will post more later tonight, gotta go to dance class :)
But im back and here to stay!
Stay strong, Stay Thin.
Emily.
XX
Friday, February 19, 2010
just an update
OK I'm breaking my promise to myself here...
But i don't care.
Just an update...
I ate for a normal person for a while, actually less but it was horrible. I cryed many times. I didn't want to but my body did, so i let it have what it wanted.
My gym membership ran out :( So Ive done like no exercise the past two weeks. FML. But I'm getting a new one tomorrow.
Starting today i start again.
Wont tell you how much i weigh. Sorry i would rather die than put it up here.
But on march the 1st i WILL be 110. So i have a week.
See you all in a week lovelys.
Stay Strong, Stay Thin.
Emily
XX
But i don't care.
Just an update...
I ate for a normal person for a while, actually less but it was horrible. I cryed many times. I didn't want to but my body did, so i let it have what it wanted.
My gym membership ran out :( So Ive done like no exercise the past two weeks. FML. But I'm getting a new one tomorrow.
Starting today i start again.
Wont tell you how much i weigh. Sorry i would rather die than put it up here.
But on march the 1st i WILL be 110. So i have a week.
See you all in a week lovelys.
Stay Strong, Stay Thin.
Emily
XX
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Get thin or get off
I will not be posting again till I get down to 110 . I'm sick of screwing it up all the time. This is my punishment.
See y'all on the flipside.
Stay Strong, Stay Thin.
Emily.
XX
See y'all on the flipside.
Stay Strong, Stay Thin.
Emily.
XX
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
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