I really should be at class. I dont know why im skipping. It's a bad bad habbit.
This is how its gonna go from now:
Mondays - 500
Tuesdays - fast
Wednesday - 300
Thursday - 400
Friday - 300
Saturday - 500
Sunday - 500
-atleast 2L of water everyday
-one hour of cardio everyday
-No ice cream!!!!
-no random chocolate bars!
-must weight myself every second morning. Starting tomorrow. And post it all on here.
-If i go over i MUST purge
For two weeks this will be my life. No going over, no fucking up. I can make it work this time.
Ive had 100 cal already so i have 400 more. Hmm what to eat???? Im so tempted to go out to starbucks and get a coffee and a muffin but i must resist!
Emily if you do you will be a failure for the rest of your life and no one likes a failure.
My weekend was alright. Actually no thats a lie. I ate at work on Saturday night and then about 800 cal on sunday. Last night i watched a documentry called 'the day before'. It was on fashion house proenza schouler and mann it was good thinspo. All the girls were tiny and wonderful. The clothes were amazing too.
I went to the gym before school this morning but only for 45 minutes but i was sweating hard out and so outta breath so thats good.
I supposed i better go back to school and stop looking up thinspo. Thank god i have a car.
Stay Strong, Stay Thin.