About Me

New Zealand
I used to be thin. I used to like my body. Not anymore. Emily. 18. I live to dance. Currently in New Zealand but planning on getting out shortly. Come join me on my journey to perfection. CW: 116 HW: 124 LW: 108 GW 1: 110 GW 2: 105 GW 3: 100 UGW: 95... for now.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Light at the end of the tunnel

I'm feeling much better today. I've calmed down and sorted out a new life plan. Everything will be alright.
I'm still a bit concerned about my lack of funds for my NYC trip, but if I save my ass off and manage to get a new job between now and December, I should be alright. Worst case, I'll just have to get a loan which I would pay off next year. Just trying to stay positive.

My body was suprisingly looking okay this morning. My stomach is starting to look much more toned, you can see my ribs and
hip bones more and my back is looking more boney. I just need my ankle to heal and then I'll be able to get back to full on exercising. Once I can do that, the weight will start to melt off, it always does.

My skin, on the other hand is looking terrible!! I'm breaking out all over and I can't stop it or hide it. I'm thinking I might try a fruit/vege detox.

Intake today will be very average. Around 700 cal.
Trim mocha - 140
Mango muffin - 260
Veggie pizza, homemade - 300

I've been addicted to the edconfessions tumblr the last few days. It may be the mist triggering thing ever! I love it!

Hope you are all having wonderfully skinny days.



  1. so happy to read you are feeling better. I need to save money like a mo-fo too. my husband just had a chastisement talk with me. lets do it together.

    i bet once your ankle heals you'll be sexier than you already are. hip bones?! jealous

  2. Thanks for recommending edconfessions. I am now addicted to it too. So triggering. Whenever I feel hunger I read some and instantly it disappears!