Almost there, but so far away

Fuck. Sometimes I just wish I was old enough to not listen to my parents.
They are making me pushing my driving test back three weeks! Fuck. I was ment to be sitting it next week. I really need it. I'm sure my mum just doesn't want me to get it. Well fine. She can continue being my taxi till I take my test.
It doesn't even sound like a big deal, but to me it really is. I could have gotten it a year and a half ago. But no. My parents have basically refused to give me any lessons. Well thanks.

So I got angry.....
And ate 8 cookies.....
Could have been alot worse.
Thank god I had a dancing lesson. But I still feel fat and bloated.

Tomorrow:
6 dried mango slices - 160 cal
small chili bean wrap - 200 cal
total: 360

ok I can deal with that. I will be strong. I will not fail. I will be thin.

Stay Strong, Stay Thin.

Emily.
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