About Me

New Zealand
I used to be thin. I used to like my body. Not anymore. Emily. 18. I live to dance. Currently in New Zealand but planning on getting out shortly. Come join me on my journey to perfection. CW: 116 HW: 124 LW: 108 GW 1: 110 GW 2: 105 GW 3: 100 UGW: 95... for now.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

This has been an absoultly shitty week.

I am unworthy of this blog.
I am unworthy of all you fabulous skiiny girls.
I just don't understand how I keep failing so bad.
I want to go and die tonight. I would rather die than be fat.

Tomorrow will be water, diet Coke and rice waffers only. I actully can't let myself down one more time.


  1. i feel ya. stay strong. and stay here, please. you're so inspiring. and amazing. don't leave us... you're very much wanted, and don't you forget it. you're such an inspiration. you can do it, just stay strong, and stick in there.


  2. I'm sorry to hear you had a shit week =[
    Don't feel that way, it's okay <3 Good luck with today, I believe in you! Don't be too hard on yourself, dear.