About Me

New Zealand
I used to be thin. I used to like my body. Not anymore. Emily. 18. I live to dance. Currently in New Zealand but planning on getting out shortly. Come join me on my journey to perfection. CW: 116 HW: 124 LW: 108 GW 1: 110 GW 2: 105 GW 3: 100 UGW: 95... for now.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Your're too good to belive

I think i am going to cry.

I wiegh: 119!!!!!!

My bmi is: 19.8!!!!!

Thats like exactly what it was when i started this blog.

For fucks suck, i am a fat pile of lard.

I should have fasted today.....


I decied that i was feeling thin enough to eat, but i was so wrong.

Intake today

Two small muffins- around 200
two rice crakers with tomato - around 100

And im stopping there. Right now it is 1.23pm NZ time. I will not eat again until 5.30pm tomorrow. I cant belive i would myself do this again. But this time it is coming off and staying off.

A photo of me about a month ago that my sis took for my design assignment. I tryed to upload more but blogger is being stupid.

I was gonna do a massive blog but now i'm so mad at myself that i cant think of anything else to write.

Stay Strong, Stay Thin.




  1. i love your picture. it looks fantabulous. =]

    just hang in there.. you're going to get soooo thin and everyone is going to be so jealous. =]

  2. i love the pic. and the shoes!!!
    you don't look fat. but if you feel fat, you should do something about it. and I'm pretty sure you will!
    also thanks for posting your stats, seems like you and i are the only ones left. haha.