About Me

New Zealand
I used to be thin. I used to like my body. Not anymore. Emily. 18. I live to dance. Currently in New Zealand but planning on getting out shortly. Come join me on my journey to perfection. CW: 116 HW: 124 LW: 108 GW 1: 110 GW 2: 105 GW 3: 100 UGW: 95... for now.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

We will be thin


What's that?


Emilys a failure???

Yeah that sounds about right.

Two rice cakes tomorrow = 66 cal.

I tired of giving up.
I'm over not losing any weight.
Things are gonna change from here on in.
Gotta get to atleat 105 by the end of April, but sooner would be better.
Not even gonna tell you what I ate today. I serisouly considered purging.

Fasting Friday and next Tuesday as well.
My parents are going away next weekend....
Yay but in gonna be able to eat what I want when I want. Fuck.
Don't know if I'm strong enough for this yet.

Hope you all had better days than me.

Stay Strong, Stay Thin.


nothing tastes as good as skinny feels

hunger hurts but starving works

I will not eat

I didn't eat for three days so I could be lovely

a moment on the lips, forever on the hips

We will be thin.

1 comment:

  1. just make sure you always think about what you want and what you want your body to look like. i tend to find that always helps me when i want to binge or eat. stay strong. you can do it. i believe in you. and i'm so proud of you. i know you won't let me down.