Fast is going good. Little bit hungry but i think ill be fine :)
Im going to try to fast all day tomorrow as well because when i was at the gym this morning my weight was: 119!!!!!!
I FULLY DONT UNDERSTAND HOW/WHY/WHAT??????????????
And thats why im fasting tomorrow as well.
Anyway i have 115 days till my school ball. 115 days to get to 95 pounds. 115 days to get thin. I so can do this! Last year i got down to 108 pounds but then i put all my weight back on during break :(
So my plan is:
- Eat under 600 cal everyday
- atleast 1 24 hour fast a week
- eat hardly any carbs
- atleast 18 hour exercise per week
- Water water water
It so can work. I will look amazing. Maybe i might even get asked to go with someone this year! or not... I dunno. I tend to repel boys. Its not that i dont like them cause i do, it just they dont like me. But thats alright as i am carrer focused. Well thats what i tell myself when really i am dying inside when im the only one out of ALL MY FRIENDS who doesnt have a date. I hardly the fattest one, not the uglyst one so what the hell more do i have to do?
Get thin thats what.
Got so much homework to do tonight so i better go get started :(
Love you all.
Stay Strong, Stay Thin.