Oh my lord.
I'm freaking out right now. Seriously, my heart is beating way to fast and i can think straight.
Ive eaten wayy too much. I'm not empty anymore. I didn't even go to the gym this morning. I'm at my office job so there is no way i can purge here.
Super charged worked out tonight.
I'm sure my weight hasn't changed. If i could get down to 117 by Friday I would be so happy.
I'm still freaking out. And to make today better I have gone over my credit card limit. Fuckkkk. I am in so much debt, yet I'm going to the USA in 3 months so I need money for then. Who knows wayys to get money quickly??
ahhh my life=down the drain.
fail fail fail.