If I could purge right now, I would.
I ate last night. Bad bad bad.
Had two tacos for lunch. Bad bad bad.
Went to the gym. Didn't do much. Bad bad bad.
I feel like I have become out of touch with the thin girl hiding inside of me.
I'm going to punish the fat girl in me by starting the ABC diet tomorrow. I will try to do 20 days atleast. Staying at my friends house tonight. I don't want to anymore, but I would feel bad if I didn't. Also she is the one who knows about my struggles with food and my body. Great. I might just have to purge after she is done with me.
Yesterday I got told that I'm really toned. I looked in the mirror and u can't see it. Sure I have some muscle but the fat just surrounds it. God my legs are gross.
Stay Strong, Stay Thin.