Sleepovers = bad. evil. horrible.
I ate some chocolate. But i didn't totally binge on it. Control is getting better. My friend, Amy, the one who thinks I'm anorexic brought me and all my friends McDonald's hot fudge Sunday's. All my friends would have kicked my butt if i didn't eat it. So i did. UGH. It was a downward spiral from there. But yesterday, i ate less than half of my bowl of pasta! I was eating and i though 'I don't need this. I don't want this'. So i chucked it out :)
But today is a new day.
All i will drink is water and the coffee (with 2 sugars) that i have already had.
All i will eat is the one vege taco that i will have before ballet.
Exercise i will do is my ballet class. So glad that ballet is starting again!
Not going to weigh myself today. I'm to scared.
If ever in need of some thinspo, watch 'Girl, Interrupted'. Amazing. I didnt eat any more chocolate after watching it.
Stay Strong, Stay Thin.
Peace.
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Okay if you go a few blogs back on mine, you'll see i wrote "basically" the same things. Sleepovers seem to DEPRESS me and being around people who eat FUCKING CHIPS + CANDY BARS + SODA and the calories go ABSOLUTELY NO WHERE, well it causes me to binge. i am sorry that you had the same troubles as me, i wish you the best.
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